Contrary

God looks on me with love
I look away
God loves me tenderly
I abruptly turn my back
God extends a hand of help
I play the stubborn 4 year old and declare,
"I can do it myself!"
God provides everything and everyone I need
I continue to yearn for something and someone else
God knows every bit of me
I pretend to hide away
God presses in on me

I pull away

God wins
I surrender all